what if I was the only one who knew they were doing this to my kid ?

What if they weren't just fucking with me ,and all these people were in on it ,and nobody does anything about this knowing I can't .my hands are tied if she was really over there with them .what if they are trying so hard to make my daughter hate me because I can't do anything for her .how would you feel screaming for help and your own mother couldn't do anything to help you .if everyone she said this too said she was hallucinating or having physcosis .having this helpless feeling. For so long does something too you .I know I'm not crazy .I doubt someone could pull off acting like my daughter for this long .if nobody but me knew she was going through this if she wasn't allowed to tell anyone what they were doing ...I've reached out posted about it asked people I trusted if they hear it .the dismiss me and that which makes me worry everyone is in on it ..

leave my kids my family alone

Yes you got that right I'm just one single women fighting all these haters out here .trying to protect myself and my family .these women don't even know me they just believe lies but truth no way could that be true ....I've truly never done anything to anyone ....I don't do scandalous shit I don't try and get others in bad prodictments or fights or smear campaigns ...I take things I don't like for longer then I should I don't like confrontation .I don't meddle in others affairs or talk about other people ,unless you have pushed me too far .then like an explosion all the tucked away feelings about so many things just surface ...at that point there is no putting them back inside of me it's impossible .I give people the benefit of the doubt ,I love wholehearted I hate lying ,I have trust issues .I'm a worry wort .I'm a forgiving person and I know when others are talking about me even if they pretend that it's someone else .I know when people drop things and when they do so to hurt me I pretend I didn't get it ..I have no reaction .that has maybe hurt me in life more then it's helped but regardless you can't change who you are that much .there are people. That hate me so much they told my mother and my kids they can't talk to me ...they threatened them .I know this call it women's intuition or a gut feeling but I know this .I've got a lot of regrets in this life ,I'm dealing with them the best I can .I never thought there would be a time in my life that I would be faced with accepting that so many have hatred for me .I always got along with everyone .I guess since I've isolated so much that others don't know me anymore so believing the lies is easy .if im not out with people and I'm just at home by myself everyone has something to say about why ..I've always been a homebody but I still had always alot of friends .some of them I haven't seen in a long time but I know we are still friends others I don't know what happened others were never were what they claim to be my friend .

to my family in case they don't know

In case you didn't know everyone who comes to you with these problems for money there scams .they are liars who make up these things to take money they don't deserve .everyone and everything is lies .I wish I could convince them to talk to me more about all this .I wouldn't lie .then you can save your money I won't be so depressed because everyone i know is just after money ..they say they are protecting the family biggest lie yet ...they say I'm doing things wrong ,I poisoned his food lies ...I was the only one who ever kept our family safe they have had a group effort on me to destroy everything we did and me ...they use me for every possible thing from id to money scam ,to lying and saying Its my fault or I'm responsible for something they are going through .I'm all alone again most of the time I hear my youngest daughter they are all so mean to her I couldn't even explain .they are really trying to kill her and me probably .because we know what there doing to us ...nobody can help her I can't call cops I don't even know where they are but everyone i know does .they know where they are ,what they are doing and I guess everyone's in on this ...I've never felt more betrayed in all my life ..they have all plotted and lied and manipulated so I would never have anything but abuse and my daughter if really there has it a million times worse then me because I would never be over there .without my parents I guess nobody can help us ...nobody does anything they all go over there and be mean to my kid ...threaten me and my family ...I've been suffering since the day my father passed away .I should of had money and my father's house and my kids .then none of this would have happened .but someone was in my mother's ear lying and telling her things to make her kick me out and leave me nothing .someone lied to her about me completely I can't believe my family believed her ...she hated me from the first time she met me and has been destroying me ever since .all these things done to me I could accept ...but my kids no fucking way how could they grab up my kids ..because they couldn't get to me and this was the only way they could ...they will kill my daughter and I can't do anything I don't even know where they are ...it's the worst feeling I've ever had in all my life ...they are just fucking with me I wish ...I still can't see and talk to my kids so that's a big fat lie ...I know if this wasn't true my kids would be in my life and I would be in there's .they are continuing what they did to my mother to my kids now ....they can't talk to me they threaten them ...like they threatened my mother because they were afraid that if we talked even about weather I would know ...my mother was afraid ,my kids are afraid ,I'm afraid .and nobody is on our side ...they all join with the enemy they all turn on us they all want money they all want us dead ...this is the world we have been stuck in since my father died ..I'm taking a big chance writing this because they wanna murder my kid every night and if I publish this it could mean her life ....they want me to shut up they want my daughter to stop sticking up for me ...they are awful evil people so many of them ...they lie and say I'm a child molester I would never do that ...it's them ...they lie and say my family is snitches that's also them ...they have been trying to put all their mistakes on me and mine for 30 years .if anyone knows my family or cares can they please do something before my daughter is dead ....I can't do anything ....I'm too afraid of what they will do because we have never done anything and look what they are doing .imagine if we did something ....I tell trusted people they say it's in my head ...or I'm crazy ..they dismiss it because they are in on it ...