leave my kids my family alone

Yes you got that right I'm just one single women fighting all these haters out here .trying to protect myself and my family .these women don't even know me they just believe lies but truth no way could that be true ....I've truly never done anything to anyone ....I don't do scandalous shit I don't try and get others in bad prodictments or fights or smear campaigns ...I take things I don't like for longer then I should I don't like confrontation .I don't meddle in others affairs or talk about other people ,unless you have pushed me too far .then like an explosion all the tucked away feelings about so many things just surface ...at that point there is no putting them back inside of me it's impossible .I give people the benefit of the doubt ,I love wholehearted I hate lying ,I have trust issues .I'm a worry wort .I'm a forgiving person and I know when others are talking about me even if they pretend that it's someone else .I know when people drop things and when they do so to hurt me I pretend I didn't get it ..I have no reaction .that has maybe hurt me in life more then it's helped but regardless you can't change who you are that much .there are people. That hate me so much they told my mother and my kids they can't talk to me ...they threatened them .I know this call it women's intuition or a gut feeling but I know this .I've got a lot of regrets in this life ,I'm dealing with them the best I can .I never thought there would be a time in my life that I would be faced with accepting that so many have hatred for me .I always got along with everyone .I guess since I've isolated so much that others don't know me anymore so believing the lies is easy .if im not out with people and I'm just at home by myself everyone has something to say about why ..I've always been a homebody but I still had always alot of friends .some of them I haven't seen in a long time but I know we are still friends others I don't know what happened others were never were what they claim to be my friend .